This is a print version of story His sissy sex slave by nicoleinberlin from xHamster. I collected fuck mags and porno tapes wherever I could find them, to use as visual aids. Just looking at those sexy nude women being loved up by their hot men made my dick so fuckin' HARD! Because of that I was able to convince myself that I was normal, of course, in retrospect it is obvious that I was identifying with the women. One day when my mom was at work, I was laying in her bed, masturbating.
I got up and rummaged through her underwear drawer. The drawer smelled like perfume and the odor made my dick stiffen. Some of her panties had stains - I think they were cum stains - on the crotch. Anyway, I don't know why, but something prompted me to try on a pair of her silky nylon hose. The material felt so good on my legs! Next I stepped into a pair of her red french cut panties. Then I caught a glimpse of myself in the full-length mirror - and was electrified.
I was about 5', 2" then, and the only body hair I had was on my 18 year old pubes. I just couldn't believe how much like a girl I looked! I quickly applied som of my mom's hot red lipstick and checked myself out; I almost came in Mom's panties right there.
I looked every bit as sexy as those bitches in the fuck mags. I jerked off until my 18 year old dick was sore. I never knew my real dad; Mom never talked about him, and once, when she was drunk, she told me she wasn't even sure who he was. Mom always had boyfriends as far back as I can remember.
Three or four of them lived with us at different times, but they never stayed for long. Then She met Butch, and he moved in soon after. Butch was Mom's first black man. He had recently been released from state prison, but Mom was crazy about him.
I used to listen to them fucking every night. She was always hanging on him, treating him like he was a king, massaging him, kissing on him. He didn't like me much. He treated me nice when Mom was around, but when we were alone he mostly ignored me. In fact, looking back on it, I was a downright sissy. I loathed athletic sports, and was frail and a weakling. Once he told me that his 7 year old son could kick my ass! And me, an 18 year old! Anyway, as I said earlier, my favorite pasttime was jerking off several times a day.
I used to go in Mom's room and sneak Butch's fuck mags and masturbate while looking at the sexy nude women. Sometimes I'd pop in one of the porno videos that Butch had, and jerk off while watching the beautiful white women making love to their black men. One rainy afternoon when Mom was at work and Butch was out I put on some black spike high heels and applied some sexy red lipstick on my pouty lips. I was standing in front of the mirror, admiring my feminine beauty and stroking my cock when I was startled by a wolf whistle.
I gasped; there was Butch standing behind me with his arms folded, watching me. I grabbed for Mom's Frederick's of Hollywood silk shorty robe, but Butch's hand lashed out and grabbed the robe from my hand. He had me in his grip, his big hand squeezing my upper arm tightly. I was completely nude, except for the 4 inch high heels. He was wearing a pair of atheletic shorts and a sweatshirt with the sleeves cut off.
Butch was really buff, and he loved showing off his muscles. He relaxed the grip on my arm and I went for the robe again. His eyes darted to the tv. The porno tape was playing. On the screen a blonde girl was on her knees in front of a black guy and she was giving him a blow job.
Butch stripped off his sweat shirt. He was about 5', 10"; lbs, and all muscles. He had tattoos all over. He went over and flopped on the bed, still rubbing his groin. She is fuckin HOT! What are you now 18 - 19? Turn around, girl, lemme look at you. He reached over and ran his hand up and down my bare legs. Soft as silk an' sweet as sugah!
I was SO hungry for love and affection! After all, I was 18! I responded to his kiss and my tongue was wrapped around his as his big arms encircled me and I felt SO safe, and SO secure. Suddenly he picked me up and carried me to the bed, lowering me gently onto the sheets. I watched as he stripped off his sweatshirt and kicked off his shorts. I almost shit when I saw the size of the bulge in his jockey shorts. He groaned in pleasure. I hooked my fingers and thumbs under the waistband and pulled his shorts down — and gasped as his huge black cock sprang free.
What a big cock! I knew about sucking cock because I had watched a lot of Butch's porn tapes. I got off the bed and knelt at his feet. I knew he wanted a blowjob, and I was flattered that he wanted me to give him one. I flickered my tongue out lapping up the bead of cum. My first taste of semen! And it was SO good! So, soon after getting my first kiss, I was giving my first blowjob. And here I was, over 18!
Butch was a good teacher. He told me how to suck cock and balls. I sucked his cock until he said, "I'm gonna cum — open yo fuckin' mouth! Sudden he groaned in pleasure and ejaculated into my mouth.
His cum tasted SO sweet! After that I became Butch's woman, fucking him behind my mom's back. Actually our first fuck came 2 days after the first blowjob. We were in the bed nude and we were making out and I begged him to fuck me in the ass. As we kissed he greased his finger in Vaseline and inserted it into my rectum. When I was comfortable with that he inserted a second finger. We kissed and he finger fucked me until I was maddened with sex desire and I begged for his cock in my ass.
He kept telling me no, that he was too big for me, and I kept begging him to fuck me. He laid me back and had me raise my 18 year old legs. He placed my heels over his broad shoulders. This position automatically had the effect of spreading my buttocks and immobilizing me, because my back was on the pillows up against the headboard. I could feel the head of Butch's cock near my anus as he bent to kiss my mouth and neck and tits.
I was squirming, wanting — needing — his dick inside of me. Then he began to push his cock to the mouth of my hungry anus. I tried to squirm away but there was nowhere to move. I was lucky if I weighed 70 pounds, and Butch had his pounds of big black muscles on top of me.
I was completely helpless as his cock tore into my clenched sphincter muscles. I screamed in pain and naked fear. Then more gently, "Relax, relax you ass, baby. Butch began fucking me with long slow strokes — all the way in — all the way out. He was kissing my neck and sucking on my tits and I felt SO feminine and sexy! Here I was, completely nude, lipstick on my mouth, high heels on my feet, being fucked by a handsome black muscleman!
Not just fucked, but made LOVE to!