I enjoyed the closeness of the community and friends. Friends I still have years later. This meant I had great friends but no real romantic relationships. All the girls were the same ones I was in diapers with.
The other major problem was I had a lot of family in the town. Quite a few cousins right around the same age as me and they never kept their mouths shut. Anything bad that anybody in the family did, the parents found out. That is why I stayed away from girls and trouble. For most of my younger life it was not really an option because I was tall, skinny and shy so not many girls were interested in me. Not until the last couple years of high school did I start to fill out and get some muscles.
Once my appearance was better I was no longer shy. At that point I was no longer interested in anybody in my town. I was excited to experience life at college away from family and spying eyes of my cousins. Other than the tattling on each other having cousins so close was amazing.
My best friend was my cousin who was the same age as me Ashley. Our families spent the most time together because our moms were identical twins and did everything together.
She was annoying when we were little but in middle school and high school we hung out at each other's houses almost everyday. Ashley was also very popular and pretty. I was never interested in her romantically since she was my cousin and we were basically siblings. It was always nice to have her around, especially during my awkward stages. She always had my back. We had one very awkward moment together. I was home alone one day after school hanging out in my room. I had recently come in possession of a penthouse magazine.
For me this was the first real porn I had seen except for a couple of Playboy pictures. Penthouse was more graphic and to my virgin eyes it was amazing. I still remember the picture vividly of the first time I saw a dick in a pussy. The model was blonde with big fake tits and a shaved pussy. She was in a reverse cowgirl kind of position with her legs spread and the cock deep in her pussy.
I was so turned on, that I did what every teenage boy would do with new porn. I started to masturbate. Being home alone I forgot to close my door and probably about five minutes into playing with myself I heard something move in my doorway. I turned to see my cousin Ashley standing there. I stood by my bed completely naked facing her for a couple of seconds.
I was so shocked I couldn't move and her eyes were locked on my cock. Finally my shock wore off and I started turning bright red from embarrassment. I reached for my clothes and yelled at her, "What are you doing here.
Stop looking at me and get out! After a couple more seconds of looking at me, she walked down the hall. I hurried to put my clothes on. I really didn't want to leave my room because of my shyness. How embarrassing it was to have my best friend and cousin catching me rubbing one out? Finally I worked up the courage and walked to the family room. I wasn't sure if Ashley would still be at my house after what just happened but she had made herself comfortable on the couch.
I walked into the room and could feel the blood return to my face. Looking at the floor as I moved towards the couch, not wanting to make eye contact I said, "Hi Ashley.
Then I started to ramble still looking at my feet, "I sorry you saw that. Please don't tell anyone. I am so embarrassed by this. Oh my gosh this is horrible. I won't tell anyone. You're my best friend and I would never do that to you. I would die if anyone from school or the family found out. Every boy does it I think. Plus I should say that I'm sorry for walking in on you and watching. How long were you standing there? I'm sorry but at first I was shocked then I got curious.
I had never seen anyone masturbate before. I'm sorry I should of just left and never let you know I was there. Now I am embarrassed. We are still best friends and are going to still hang out most days so can we forget that this ever happened? I saw you naked and I wont tell anyone ever. Would it make it less weird if you saw me naked? I want everything to be fair and normal.
I saw you so I figured you seeing me would make us equal. I don't know if that would help or make it worse for me. You're my cousin and basically my sister. Seeing you naked could be really weird. The offer stands so but its up to you. How about we just hang out and watch a movie or something? What were you looking at in your room? You were blocking whatever it was. The red returned to my face, "I thought we were done with this conversation?
It's not a big deal. We basically tell each other everything anyways. It could be a new hobby for us. Don't guys check out porn together or go to strip clubs together. Plus I would never want to look at porn with another guy.
I have never been to a strip club obviously but I guess movies make it seem like guys hang out together there so you have a point. I returned with porn in hand. I handed the magazine to her and then sat a few feet away from her. Come on were just two friends checking out porn. I moved right next to her but didn't say a word.
I was so embarrassed and weirded out. This was by far the strangest event of my life and nothing even came close. Ashley turned through the pages until we came to the first photo spread. It was a beautiful girl. They started out classy and as we turned the pages the pictures got dirtier till the model had a finger deep in her pussy. Ashley spoke the first words, "She is really hot. I was too shy to say anything cleaver, "Um, yeah she looks good. You don't hold back when you talk about how hot Becky is.
The porn star looks really hot. So which pictures were you beating off to? If she were cool with it, I would be too. This was a man and women having sex. It went from a blowjob to sex. This is so hot. Holy crap that guy has a big dick. Other than mine that is the only dick I have seen.